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        and Piques!VisionBy 
        RAYMOND J. STEINER THE 
        TASK IS — and admittedly it’s a tough one — to hold 
        fast to your own vision. How often we get sidetracked is an old story 
        – an old repeated story. 
        We start out with an original impetus, something that turns our attention 
        to some inner compulsion to create our own world, and then, when it gets 
        a little difficult, to start looking for an easier way. No one ever said 
        that being an artist — of whatever discipline — was going 
        to be easy. In fact, if you did your homework you already figured out 
        that you were in a very exclusive club — a club that few join willingly 
        and one that seeks you rather than your seeking it. The creative spirit 
        comes from no one knows precisely where — try as the pundits have 
        to locate its source. Reams of paper are devoted to how and where humans 
        have discovered (or are afflicted by) the creative urge, but close reading 
        (i.e. doing your homework) quickly reveals that your case doesn’t quite fit the mold and the simple fact is each artist’s 
        particular vision is (and ought to be, must be) sui generis for it to be genuine. No one 
        in the entire history of mankind has ever stood in precisely the same 
        location as do you at this moment. No one has ever quite seen the world 
        as you do and, if you have the creative power to share that viewpoint 
        whether it be in the form of image, musical note or written word, your 
        duty as one of the artistic elect is to do so. This is the payback to 
        those of us who are less gifted for your privileged status as a creator. 
        Consider Thoreau’s observation that it would be an earth-shaking 
        experience to “see the world through the eyes of another for even 
        a single instant”. Indeed, if it were possible, we would no longer 
        be who we were.  All well 
        and good, you say, but how does one cleave to that one-of-a-kind, once-only, 
        exclusively-your-own, vision? Especially, you say, when no one else can 
        recognize just what it is you are seeing (or hearing) while you, meanwhile, 
        are slowly starving to death in your humble garret? Aye, there’s 
        the rub, isn’t it? So, if you aren’t fortunate enough to have 
        married into money — or at least to someone willing to support your 
        craziness — how are you expected to survive in a world where everything 
        — even, alas, including your unique vision — has been turned 
        into a commodity? What’s so wrong with following the latest trend 
        and turning your talent to making an honest buck? Well, nice work if you 
        can get it. Truth is, however, that most of us — perhaps reluctantly 
        at first but eventually, let us admit, sometimes a bit more enthusiastically 
        — finally give in to the lure of a wider, appreciative public — 
        especially when that public is willing to shell out hard cash for our 
        stuff. Did that last still life that was wrenched from my soul really 
        impress them? Well, if it was valid on that day, then why not for 
        the rest of the week? Or even for the rest of my life? Why not turn them 
        out wholesale so that I can put food on my table? Did my impression of 
        a sunset come out in a musical theme that delighted someone else? Good! 
        And, if I can rake in a few thousand capturing the likeness of some bigwig 
        in glossy oil paint — well where’s the harm in that? You all 
        know the answer. The harm is that you have polluted your own source by 
        allowing it to be seduced by the marketplace. The harm is that you have 
        forfeited your claim to “artist” and have become a mechanical 
        producer of saleable artifacts — paintings, songs or stories that 
        have found a market no matter how trite they may be. Nowadays, the old 
        saw has been slightly altered to read “Portion is the greater part 
        of value” — and we all, gifted or not, simply want our portion. 
        Too bad that it costs us — and the world — so much. |